of michael, bruce,sanjeev, ah keat and rafi..

Hmm....guys around me. Spend a lot of my time searching for these guys this morning. Semangat2 round nottingham cari dorang. But only manage to meet bruce and michael. Michael tersangat lah hensem. Pakai snow cap sambil menguap2. How he made my day today. Bruce slalu jumpe so cam dh xkisah. Sanjeev slalu jumpe kat restaurant north pakistan kt smenyih so cam ignore die. Today went lepak at starbucks..tried the new dark cherry mocha frapp. Taste the same as java chips but just tambah the dark cherry. And price difference between java chips and dark cherry mocha frapp is just 0.50 cents je. And it's worth my 0.50 cents. So, this where i met ah keat. With the sepet eyes that never fails to melt me..

Seeing topless rafi playing football in front of my house this evening just enough to put me to sleep. Hmm...my life today filled with hot guys.

WARNING: THEY ARE ACTUALLY NOT MY FRIENDS OR SOMEONE WHOM I KNOW. THEY ARE STUDENTS STUDYING AT NOTTINGHAM. THE NAMES THAT I MENTIONED IS JUST A LABEL THAT I GAVE TO THEM.

Meanings:
MICHAEL = mat salleh
BRUCE = black/negro (whichever that doesn't sound racism)
SANJEEV = pakistanis
AH KEAT = chinese
RAFI = malay

If now is easy like when I was six..

I realise that sometimes-well actually a lot of times- i always ponder on my past. I once gave my friend advice not to ponder on the past and focus on your future instead. But the fact is, that was just me giving one of my advice that me myself won't follow. Sometimes i wish i could relive those days when life is way much easier than it is now. I mean, now that i'm 21 and a student and single and being the only daughter, i feel like the burden on my shoulder is at its heaviest. I can really feel the weight..literally. I'm having shoulder sore and it is getting worse. And I know that it is bad for me to whine and complaint about my life. I know that i should stay positive and just be grateful for i have..but staying on the bright side of life is just so damn hard to do. But i think by surrounding my life with good vibe and great person like my family, annur and my laughing and gossip partner mimi (currently known as memey), i think i can manage to pull my self out of this crappy situation.

With all these healthy energy, i think my life can turn out to be better than when i was six, right? I think all I need to do is just get my head on something that would cheer me up and wake up every morning and just be grateful that at least I have one more day to spend with and to see the world again.

p/s: I'm writing this with the tense and pressure from the upcoming exam..guess that explain the unrest-soul entry. Hehe..

officially a blogger..

After dozens of opinion and a new hairdo, i finally got myself a blog.. Im not the type who would have friendster or myspace or facebook, but i think blogging suits me well. What i post here comes straight from my heart. These are the stories of me; SITI NADZIRAH BINTI MOHD AZMAN and everything else that revolves around me. So, for starters..these are the few things that u guys probably don't know 'bout me:

1) I can be fabulously humble or humbly fabulous...you choose
2) My actions do sometime speak louder than what i said
3) A self-proclaimed BIG CHELSEA FAN!!
4) Money DOES matter to me
5) Family is a sensitive issue
6) Have been Jason Mraz secret girlfriend for a long time..only that jason doesn't know bout it
7) Passionate about the environment and animals..not ready to be a vegan though..
8) What people think of me matters to me..so come clean with me guys, pls..
9) Not so helpful around the house..but i yg plg rajin kot..
10) Huge daydreamer..hehe

So..after reading those 10 things, i hope u guys still nak jd my friends.
That is all for first entry..loads of interesting stories coming in the future.
Adios amigos..

living with brothers

hye guys, yes i know...i've not updated my blog for the past two weeks or more. I'm damn busy with my family and all..u know how i am with my family kan. So for this time around I wanna give you guys a preview of what its like living with two CRAYZEE brothers whom i love oh-so much. Introducing Mohd. Aizuddin a.k.a. ajud_HEBAT (believe me guys...HEBAT is his family name). An average 24 years old with quite a big brain (though this is hard for me to admit). Love to socialize up to the point where sometimes he loves his friends more then his family (or maybe this is just not true..i never ask him though). Whatever he had become or turns out to be..he is still gonna be my older brother who give me names. This is a list of names that he gave to me:

1) ratu-meaning ratu angkat berat
2)noy-so that i'll be his imaginary vietnamese maid
3)beruang-this is just too long for me to explain

Enough of the guy with HEBAT as his last name. Lets roll the next and final brother. Inroducing Muhammad Aizat. This harmless 16 years old kid will make you laugh your heart out..i mean it's true. Once he made me laugh with tears rolling down just by doing tricks with his bigger-than-normal tummy that he ternak for years. One of my favourite trick is called shockwave. He would ask 'angah, nak tengok shockwave tak'. Then i said yes because i know this is gonna be one of his tummy tricks. "Prepared to be awed". He smack at one side of his tummy then this caused so-called wave to his whole flabby tummy. Then he would repeat this while saying 'nak sebati kan lemak'. If u have a chance to come to my house, i'll make sure you guys leave with this shockwave trick in your mind. Really...you have to watch how it is done-by the pro himself. He loves to be a chef one day. And i admit, his cooking skills are quite good. With his hillarious tummy tricks and a pair of good hands in the kitchen..he will be someone successful.Whatever he would be in the future, he will always be my kid brother with 'prosperous' tummy.

So..there you go guys..living with my brothers..and i stuck between them. Having them as my brother really helps me to understand guys in general. Here is shoutout for my two brothers..LOVE YA BUT DON'T WANNA BE YA!!!