I got tagged!!!

Tag dari Syakira Ikram


1. Kekasih saya adalah :
I wish I have one...imaginary wise - Jason Mraz

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
iklan Oprah kat TV.

3. Saya patut :
lose some weight...damn! Kene exercise.

4. Saya suka :
Men, food, and moolah babbay!!!

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
Gila-gila belaka tapi sangatlah terhebat tak dapat nak compare ngan orang lain.

6. Saya tak faham :
kenapa saya susah nak stop bila dah start gelak.

7. Saya kehilangan :
beberapa batang pensel dan pemadam..semua salah Aizat.

8. Ramai yang berkata :
Nadzirah ni memang suka gelak. Kalau dah start, susah nak berhenti.

9. Makna nama saya :
Pemimpin yang dihormati. Ambik kau!!!

10. Cinta itu adalah :
Something yang funny and yet need to be taken seriously.

11. Di sesuatu tempat , seseorang sedang :
Tengok cerita The Nanny.

12. Saya akan cuba :
Mula untuk bersenam. Supaya point ke-tiga dapat di-achieve.

13. Perkataan SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
Forever la...ngok ngek btol la!!

14. Saya paling meluat apabila :
orang Melayu dye kan rambut colour blonde trus.

15. Pesta/parti adalah :
Gathering untuk the party animals...wooohoooo!!!

16. Haiwan yang paling comel yang pernah anda temui ialah :
Banyak sangat la. Masing-masing cute in their own way.

17. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
Tak tau lagi sebab I haven't lived my life yet.

18. Hari ini :
Saya update blog. Tahniah.

19. Malam ini saya akan :
Ntah la. Tak plan lagi.

20. Esok pula saya akan :
Probably help my mom prepare food kot.

21. Saya betul-betul inginkan :
Jason Mraz!!! Please...anyone?

22. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di cermin pagi ini :
God...gile cun minah ni!!!

23. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
Arked sebab boleh lawan racing kereta daytona ngan Aizat.

24. Makanan barat atau Jepun :
Barat, tapi Jepun pun I hentam gak.

25. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
Gelap! Membantu proses berangan sebelum tidur.

26. Best friend ever :
Mereka-mereka yang pernah dengar saya nangis teresak-esak.

27. saya nak tag :
nobody. :P

Maru is Super Kawaii!!!!

I've always been a cat person. So when I come across an adorable cat, I can't help but to pass the news of it's existence. Lately, I've been YouTube-ing Maru, a male of scottish fold breed with the obsession towards box. He is well recognized in Japan where he is from. In 2008, Maru was featured in a magazine for some YouTube award in Japan that he won. The owner must be really proud of him. Maru is a bit obese. His face is so round, you'll want to bite the cheeks. The videos shows Maru with his boxes.





I like how his legs spread when he slide into the box. Oh, Maru. You are so adorable.

Currently obsessed with...

VINTAGE CAMERAS!!! Need to have one. Please someone, get one for me. If possible, please get me Canon Canonet QL17 G-III. Saya akan worship kamu sekiranya berjaya mendapatkan saya model ini, atau mana-mana model vintage camera pun takpe. Lagi satu, saya juga tengah in search for expired camera film. Expired film kasi effect yang menarik kat gambar. Lagi lama expired lagi bagus. Dah approach few kedai di Kajang, semua shop owners pelik saya minta film yang dah expired. Haishhh.....

Di bawah ni contoh gambar taken using expired film.


And these are the contoh gambar taken using the Canonet tu..



And ini adalah Canon Canonet QL17 G-III yang dicari-cari tu.


p/s: Daydreaming of getting a Bolex untuk buat video experiment tetapi terlalu mahal dan sangat rare nak cari kat Malaysia. The reel film pun ntah wujud ke tak kat Malaysia ni...haish!!

Can anyone be at par if not better than this guy?

I know that I am yet to find my better half but I already pictured how my wedding would be. Hahahaha..funny funny. I know. I just discovered this one amazing photographer. The name is Josh Goleman. Check out some of his awesome works.


He does wedding clips too. Where can I find an amazing photographer/cinematographer like him in Malaysia?!!!



And this, lasses and lads, the man himself.

A Gorgeous Pair of Eyes

On my way to celebrate Acong's 21st advance birthday party today, my eyes instantly locked at this one gorgeous pair of eyes I've ever seen in my life. Dare I tell you, it really feels like it is love at first sight. Up until now, I'm still having goosebumps whenever I think of those mesmerizing eyes. God, please let me bump into him again one day and let his eyes lock into mine. Hmmm...I could only wish. I told Syaky about this, she said I was in awe with his eyes just because he's wearing a mask (H1N1 alert), and that I can't see his whole face. She made a good point there but then again, that is exactly probably one got to do..to show only your eyes. To me, eyes are the greatest way to show who you really are. That is why when i talk, I always look into the eyes of the other. Now that is a real communication! But, purdah2 is not required though. I mean, eyes are one of the first features that I look when I first met somebody. It can tells so much about you with so little effort. I'm having eyes fetish now..hahaha.

p/s: a good nose doesn't harm either. It is a plus, actually.

a lot of crying and repeats of I'm Yours helps a lot

When I feel underappreciated by someone who at least should acknowledge my presence, that is what I do. Cry cry cry and put I'm Yours on repeat on my radio. Lack of understanding and respect towards me, as a girl that positioned below in the hierarchy, really deminish my positivity. A little 'thank you' and 'please' would be enough for all the work that I've done. Works that nobody else in the same level of hierarchy would do. And please stop mentioning the gift that you gave. It makes me think that you were not honest when you presented me with that give. And sometimes, I do feel that I want to give it back to you. So that you would stop mentioning about it. And stop those unnecessary remarks too..it really hurts.

I'm really trying to put on happy face but the anger and dissapointment is just too powerful that it shows. I always believe that if we focus on bad, unbenificial things, things won't get any better. However, lately, that is all I can do-focus on bad things. Thus, for the time being, don't expect me to be all chirpy. I'm really at a low point of my life.

Thank God for all the friends that I am blessed with, I can share my myseries with them. Whatever their responses are, it is always a good one. So, right now, I don't want to be where I am now. I've stayed here too long, and consequences are starting to hit me...real bad. One man's patience has a limit. And I've reached mine. It is better to leave here before I explode. I better get a new environment and surround myself with those funny people I call friends.

p/s: It has been a while since I cried. After crying myself to sleep and waking up crying, it feels so damn good!!

I have extra sunshine in my life, want some of it?

Lately, people around me have been very gloomy, like the weather now. There must be someone dwelling on something and I feel so helpless. I can't say or do something to ease their pain. But, as a friend, I feel I have to do something to make sure they know that I am here. I don't know when 's the right time to console, what are the words I should say or what exactly they wanna hear..or don't wanna hear. I'm afraid I'll say something that might hurt them more.

Maybe I'm bad at consoling people. Direct consoling doesn't work for me. I am the type that analyze the problem, process it, digest it, then only I can come up with a great advice that I sometimes use during bad weather. But, like after we digested our food, we only get crap. So, sometimes i give crap too.

Not to be self-absorbed or anything but I don't think I have something to dwell on. I mean, life has been pretty fair towards me and it's too precious for me to focus on things that would not be beneficial. But, it's only my two-cents, you know. Being positive isn't that easy but it's definitely not hard. Get your own happy songs, dance to it, shout every words of it and at the end, you feel less crappy. Or if you are not the dance type, just do whatever that can make you happy. You can go for a dip, sweeping your room or even cry, if that helps you. If nothing works, just have a quick slideshow in your head of people that you call your friends. It might help..

Like I said (typed), I have extra sunshine in my side of life. Those who need it can always come and you don't even have to ask for the sunshine. Just take it. It won't do me any harm. In the mean time, i'm sending loads and loads of warm sticky hugs!!!