of michael, bruce,sanjeev, ah keat and rafi..

Hmm....guys around me. Spend a lot of my time searching for these guys this morning. Semangat2 round nottingham cari dorang. But only manage to meet bruce and michael. Michael tersangat lah hensem. Pakai snow cap sambil menguap2. How he made my day today. Bruce slalu jumpe so cam dh xkisah. Sanjeev slalu jumpe kat restaurant north pakistan kt smenyih so cam ignore die. Today went lepak at starbucks..tried the new dark cherry mocha frapp. Taste the same as java chips but just tambah the dark cherry. And price difference between java chips and dark cherry mocha frapp is just 0.50 cents je. And it's worth my 0.50 cents. So, this where i met ah keat. With the sepet eyes that never fails to melt me..

Seeing topless rafi playing football in front of my house this evening just enough to put me to sleep. Hmm...my life today filled with hot guys.

WARNING: THEY ARE ACTUALLY NOT MY FRIENDS OR SOMEONE WHOM I KNOW. THEY ARE STUDENTS STUDYING AT NOTTINGHAM. THE NAMES THAT I MENTIONED IS JUST A LABEL THAT I GAVE TO THEM.

Meanings:
MICHAEL = mat salleh
BRUCE = black/negro (whichever that doesn't sound racism)
SANJEEV = pakistanis
AH KEAT = chinese
RAFI = malay

If now is easy like when I was six..

I realise that sometimes-well actually a lot of times- i always ponder on my past. I once gave my friend advice not to ponder on the past and focus on your future instead. But the fact is, that was just me giving one of my advice that me myself won't follow. Sometimes i wish i could relive those days when life is way much easier than it is now. I mean, now that i'm 21 and a student and single and being the only daughter, i feel like the burden on my shoulder is at its heaviest. I can really feel the weight..literally. I'm having shoulder sore and it is getting worse. And I know that it is bad for me to whine and complaint about my life. I know that i should stay positive and just be grateful for i have..but staying on the bright side of life is just so damn hard to do. But i think by surrounding my life with good vibe and great person like my family, annur and my laughing and gossip partner mimi (currently known as memey), i think i can manage to pull my self out of this crappy situation.

With all these healthy energy, i think my life can turn out to be better than when i was six, right? I think all I need to do is just get my head on something that would cheer me up and wake up every morning and just be grateful that at least I have one more day to spend with and to see the world again.

p/s: I'm writing this with the tense and pressure from the upcoming exam..guess that explain the unrest-soul entry. Hehe..