teenagers=wasted!!

life is full of unhealthy stuff..stuff like pollution and instant noodle (note:maggi) tu x yah la cite because it's a well-known fact. but stuff like spoil-rotten teenager yang sangatlah naive about life..well that is something we should address every now and then rite? just to remind us of our present-being. watching the unrest oh-look-at-me kids just make my intestine tangled. ENOUGH WITH THE CRAP KIDS!! can you just be yourself which mean pls be normal? is it really necessary for you to outwit your friends who wear extra eyeliner than you? or the friend whose myspace has more friends than yours? you guys don't get tired ke? im lucky that i survived those peer pressure yang u kids now had bowed to. and for being one of the many survivors..i applaud myself. u guys should for once try to get yourself out of your 'clique' and be an observer. it really helps you in finding different perspective in your life..a better one. im just saying this as a young lady who is concern that in the future, this country will be lead by a moron rather than a mature.


p/s: forgive me if im wrong. im just blurting it out.

the chariot by the cat empire

This is a song that came upon me
One night
When the news it had been telling me
About one more war and one more fight
And 'aeh' I sighed but then
I thought about my friends
Then I wrote this declaration
Just in case the world end

Our guns
We shot them in the things we said
Ah we didn't need no bullets
Cos we rely on some words instead
Kill someone in argument
Outwit them with our brains
And we'd kill ourselves laughing
At the funny things we'd say

And bombs
We had them saved for special times
When the crew would call a shakedown
We break down a party landmine
Women that so sexy
They explode us with their looks
Ah we blowing up some speakers
Jumping round till the ground shook

And missiles
They were the roadtrips that we launched
T-t-tripping across this island
Starting missions at the break of dawn
Yawn and smile say
'what direction shall we take?'

'Somewhere where it warm and wet'
This be the route we'd always take and

Our weapons were our instruments
Made from timber and steel
We never yielded to conformity
But stood like kings
In a chariot that's riding on a
Record wheel

And our airforce flying
When the frisbee in the sky
Have a session while we're smoking
Now we're feeling extra high
And we'd sneak into a carpark
With the skaties on our back
And we're flying down the levels howling
'on the attack now on the attack'

And battles
They happened in these dancehalls
See we'd rather fight with music
Choosing one the rhythm war
Battle at these shakedowns
And we battle at these gigs
We do battle in our bedrooms
Made some sweet love to the beat

Then our allies grew
Wherever we would roam
See whenever we're together
Any stranger feel at home
In a way we are an army
But this army not destruct
No instead we're doing simple things
Good loving find it run amuck

This be a declaration
Written about my friends
It's engraved into this song
So they know I'm not forgetting them
See maybe if the world contained
More people like these
Then the news would not be telling me
About all that warfare endlessly and

Our weapons were our instruments
Made from timber and steel
We never yielded to conformity
But stood like kings
In a chariot that's riding on
A record wheel

oh my jason *blink blink*

4th March 2009...happiest day of my life so far. call me obsessed and fanatic but i just love him. That day i can't sleep, i even lost my appetite. the after-effect of the concert is just so overwhelming. because of what he preaches, i think i become a better person. always look on the bright side of everything that evolves around me. and each morning i wake up, i always put a smile first before i start my day. i dance more in public and laugh at silly little things that didn't bother to care before. i practice gratitude more often and somehow, feel much closer to allah. so, when i say i love jason, i really mean it. not just because of the music and sounds that he had created, but also the things that he had done that influence me to be a much better person.


this the picture that i got from his concert. sanggup wrestle with rela and dengan kaki yang melecet. but the pain was so worth it....

back from laziness

for those who are kind enough to follow my blog, BIG SORRY! it has been almost 3 months since my latest post. maybe i just have too many stuff to handle or maybe i am just pure lazy..for the past 3 months the lazy lightning struck me real hard..right at my ass. sebab tu malas nak mengupdate bende2 yang perlu update. but heavy-bum period is over-thank god! anyway, i'll try my best to always update my blog.*finger cross*