I have extra sunshine in my life, want some of it?

Lately, people around me have been very gloomy, like the weather now. There must be someone dwelling on something and I feel so helpless. I can't say or do something to ease their pain. But, as a friend, I feel I have to do something to make sure they know that I am here. I don't know when 's the right time to console, what are the words I should say or what exactly they wanna hear..or don't wanna hear. I'm afraid I'll say something that might hurt them more.

Maybe I'm bad at consoling people. Direct consoling doesn't work for me. I am the type that analyze the problem, process it, digest it, then only I can come up with a great advice that I sometimes use during bad weather. But, like after we digested our food, we only get crap. So, sometimes i give crap too.

Not to be self-absorbed or anything but I don't think I have something to dwell on. I mean, life has been pretty fair towards me and it's too precious for me to focus on things that would not be beneficial. But, it's only my two-cents, you know. Being positive isn't that easy but it's definitely not hard. Get your own happy songs, dance to it, shout every words of it and at the end, you feel less crappy. Or if you are not the dance type, just do whatever that can make you happy. You can go for a dip, sweeping your room or even cry, if that helps you. If nothing works, just have a quick slideshow in your head of people that you call your friends. It might help..

Like I said (typed), I have extra sunshine in my side of life. Those who need it can always come and you don't even have to ask for the sunshine. Just take it. It won't do me any harm. In the mean time, i'm sending loads and loads of warm sticky hugs!!!

I'm still a Chelsea fan!!!

Yesterday and the day before (18/7 and 17/7), i really had a blast. I mean, I'm not a fan of Man Utd but I don't know, I just had a great time. Probably because I was there with my bestie (whom a Man Utd fan) and the people that we came across during the process. It was crazy, especially the train rides. The LRT sales for Q3 definitely will increase and the management have to thank the Devils..haha.

Anyway, we sit probably less than 20 rows from the pitch during the training. That's the closest I'll ever get to the millionaire Devils. But, one thing for sure, Macheda and I, we got chemistry. (Daydreaming!!) Thanks to the cool characters that we were stuck with during the training for being such a good sport and keep the people laughing non stop. However, a little less smoke would be a perfect day.



Then came the D-Day. It was crazier than crazy. It was lunatic, out of the world experience. I must say that Man Utd has a very strong fanbase here in Malaysia. When i went to Chelsea Asia Tour last time, it was a little less chaotic than this. The National Stadium was covered with a sea of Red shirts. I wore purple that day, probably the only one to wear that colour. Anyway, as usual, the train was really loaded up by the fans. It was so packed, we could calculate the volume of the train. And Chan Sow Lin, whoever that guy may be, must be really proud to see the amount of people visited him during match day.





Then I spied with lilttle eye, two foreigners wearing Malaysian jersey. I was really stoked and spontaneously asked them to take picture with me. Oh, i was wrapped around by a foreigner's hand. Hahaha..too bad, they were too young for me. (Never got the chance to ask their age though). Then, a dude approached them to take pictures too and i was like "Dang, get your own foreigner man!!" Syak was really on my side. Then she took picture with those lads too. Owh, what a Kodak moment that was. Still trying to get over it....


I applaud the Harimau Malaya for being really great. I really salute them. Especially when Amri managed to equalize with MU. I love you Amri!!! I was really excited when we managed two put 2 goals. That should shaken-up MU a bit. Let them know that Malaysia still got it. Though we didn't win but 3-2 doesn't amount to a lost.


All in all, it was a mind-blowing experience. Couldn't have spent those two days in a more exciting ways.

p/s: Chelsea, please come back here again. CHELSEA CHELSEA!!!!! FOREVER THE BLUES!!!!!

you rocked my world, you know you did

This post may be late than it should have but i'm still going to post it anyway.
People called him the King of Pop and when he's on stage he is an avatar of God. The talent that he has it way too much for this world that he had to share it with those souls in heaven. May he find his peace there. Forget the surgeries, forget the allegations, he IS the man!!! The greatest performer ever touched earth. We are blessed with his musics and moves that inspired most dancers and artists today. He, himself is an influence.

Michael, don't stop your moonwalk. Do it when you are in heaven too!!!