you know that the fortune favours the brave..

Can we not hesitate in whatever we got our hands into? And can we just not have second thought on what we are going to say or do? Well, almost the whole of my life has been about hesitating or ragu-ragu in malay or islamic term if i'm not mistaken-syubhah. If someone ask me, "Nad, let's have a day trip to malacca today!" My answer would be flat-out NO! I think about something way beyond than i should've. Like if you give me rm5, i'm not gonna grab it. Instead, i'll be thinking why are you being so damn nice to me? Are you going to die in a near future? And sometimes, when this hesitation gets too wild, i would secretly ask if that green note is even halal. See, that's the problem with me. My thoughts would be somehow negative in nature. That is not what Sunshine Man preach. This is totally antonym of him. If he knew about this, he'll be knocking at my door looking like this:


Not that i mind he come knocking looking like that though. Anyway, i'll be really grateful if i can learn how to loose some strings and take the risk of not knowing what's gonna happen next. It's like those stock brokers. I mean those guys are the real McCoy. Taking risks is like eating staple food to them. Well, i had made my first step in breaking free. These backpackings, day trips had taught me to loose up a bit. I'll be definitely more adventurous in the future, however, still not ready to make that leap of faith from high places (bungee anyone?) Baby steps honey, baby steps..

*The image may be unappropriate for some ages. Probably for those who are age 1-15 and 50-100. So, readers descretion is advised.

*Title and photo credit to JM

could he be more perfect than perfection..

Today, 23rd of June 2009, i am celebrating the birth of freshness and awesomeness, the birth of Jason Thomas Mraz. J, hope you are blowing your 32 candles in whatever ways you want to blow them. Many people (including some friends of mine) doesn't quite put their hands on my relationship with J. You see guys, he loves me, only he doesn't know it yet. For those of you who understand it, well done guys. You pretty much had 79% of me figured out.

Here are facts on him.

He was born as Jason Thomas Mraz on 23rd June 1977. Raised in Mechanicsville, Virginia.

J's grandad decided to come and stay in the states in 1915. He's of a czech descendant.

He's currently on raw food diet. How cool is that!! Keeps his brain fresh to give out awesome tunes.

Time zones doesn't really applies to him due to excessive tours around the 3rd planet from the sun.

Currently juggling balls at San Diego, California. That's where his shack is. Together with his avocado farm and newly installed sexy shiny solar panels.

He's a cat person. Just like i am. He's cat name is Holmes.

Mraz means frost in Czech. He's definitely frosted my heart with his awesome songs.

I could go on and talk about J and his awesome journey so far but i'll be writing a biography of him when i'm done.

So, once again, Happy Birthday Sunshine Man!!!!! Gazzillion sticky hugs from me!!

berjaya membuat deal dgn si hati kental.

harini saya telah berjaya meng-secure-kan deal dgn si hati-kental-susah-gile-nak-buat-deal aka my father. huhu..the deal is abah saya akan belikan or tong tong duit membeli handy cam utk saya tapi dgn syarat kene pass both papers yang saya sit for this semester. idea ni dtg dari seorang yang sgt close to me. babe, u know who u are. so, loads of credits to you hon!! lps ni doa kan la saya pass both papers yang agak susah ni. nnt bley kite bersama mem-video-kan event2 yang best. lets pray for it and keep our finger crossed tightly.

btw, kalo dpt handycam, bole saya dan si die poyo kat europe nnt bersama handycam saya dan slr 450d canon empunya die..huhu...

lets finish strong guys!!!

sometimes it's really hard for us to bounce back from a hard fall. and sometimes, when we fall, we don't wanna bounce back because we fear that we might fall again. we tried and we tried but we just can't be like we used to before we fell and it's hard for us to swallow that fact. of course any comeback is a good comeback..well at least that's what i think. we'll get support from our family, friends, boyfriend/girlfriend, next door neighbour and all but if we,ourselves is resentful of the idea of bouncing back, we wont be able to pull through the rough time. so, it all starts within ourselves. everything from getting thin right up to rise to the surface from the ocean of 'crap'. whatever we do, make sure we do it sincerely and the important thing of all, finish it. finish it strong!!


take this guy,nick vujicic, as your inspiration. no limbs, no problem. he can still get up without any help from others.