Fattening my bank account.

My account balance is getting lesser and lesser but still I somehow always pay a visit to the teller machine and draw some notes out. Then, when I reached home, the guilt feels up my head and heart and I took a vow not to visit the teller machine next time I go out. But guess what? I don't stick to my vows. Lalu, asyik berkurangan saja lah balance saya.

Duit itu perlu sebab I believe that money CAN buy you happiness..am I not right? Jadi kalau duit dah berkurangan, I akan selalu fikirkan ways untuk tidak membuatkan balance itu makin berkurang. I realised that I travel a lot..short trips or long trips, semua involves money. Jadi, I have to work really hard untuk menaja cost travelling tu. And by doing this, I have found many creative ways to gain money. Tapi you must have a set of parents and a brother yang sanggup bayar upah.

God blessed me with wonderful parents di mana kalau I basuh a car, akan diterima RM5, kalau vacumm dalam kereta, tambah lagi RM5. Balut hadiah for wedding pun I charge RM5...which is totally cheap considering I kene papercuts. Cuci toilet RM5 per toilet. Kalau all 3 toilets I cuci, dapat lah RM15. Plus, I help my mom with her baking, so I get RM100 per month. And kalau I terjumpa duit syiling kat atas lantai ke, kat meja ke, I akan terus claim.

I may sound like seorang yang tak malu asyik mintak upah je but as long as orang-orang yang I minta upah tu is willing to pay me, why not kan? Lagipun I bukannya suka-suka minta duit, I have to earn the money. I tak kisah tangan kecut-kecut and kena papercuts, asalkan duit masuk. However, I'm looking for a 9 to 5 work next year and yes, it's for my travel account. Lepas ni, orang dah tak boleh nk marah-marah I kesana kesini sebab I use my own money.Hahahaha!!!

p/s: Tabung europe trip semakin hampir ke target. Wohoooo!!!!

The 04:49 Post: Living High

Since the exam is at the junction of the frightful area of my life, it has been a norm for me to doze off early and wake up in the middle of the misty night to get my daily dose of taxation and financial accounting. Thus, today is no more unusual than any other day except I have new post coming out at 4:49 am.

Right now, this very moment, I feel like talking (or typing) about living high. Not high on drug or cannabis or hashish, but high on love and positivity instead. Just like the words of Mraz; which are "live high, live mighty, live righteously, taking it easy." I think we should all do just that. Just start focusing on the good things in life. Getting high on laughter and love (and occasional weed smoking*). Just be grateful for what we have, stop hating the haters. Talk to your neighbor. Say "hey, neighbor! Nice day huh?!" You don't have to be all chummy but you would want them to help you in case flood hits your house. Smile to strangers, perform random act of kindness. Give flower to strangers (yet to try this), always say thank you when you are paying at the counter. You don't need to be a saint to make others happy. Just be the happy you and the world will follow.

To all the readers reading this, please read it with a happy heart because I am writing it with my heart full of happiness and love. Sending to all of you ray of positive vibe through this. You are loved!!!

*Weed, ganja, marijuana, cannabis, hashish and all recreational drugs are illegal in Malaysia. Thus, smoking weed is highly unrecommended.

12th Question of the 12th Round of 12 Questions..and it was on Oct 12th!!!

For those who know me , I am a really really huge fan of Jason Mraz. I follow his blog : ff5000 and his twitter. So, every Friday, for the past 12 weeks, Jason would ask his followers to throw him questions via Twitter. He will pick only 12 to be answered on his blog on the following Monday and there're only 12 round of this. Thus, for the past 12 weeks I have throwing him questions. Questions like "would you choose your surfboard over guitar", "would you rather be cremated or buried" and "what would you do if you're the prez of usa". But none of my questions got picked. At one point, I almost give up, but i told myself, never give up on Jason Mraz (monolog dalaman..hahaha). So I kept tweeting in questions for him.

Then, the Friday of the 12th round came. Like usual, I asked him "besides your music, what do you wish to be remembered for?" Then I signed out from my twitter. Hang with my friends, went back to Arena, celebrated Syak's and my birthday party. I didn't bother to check my twitter at all. Partly because there were no Internet to be found..hahaha.

Anyway, I came home on Thursday. Check my mail and my blog. Then I clicked ff5000 to read J's answers for those questions that he picked. I wasn't hoping anything...really! Then, as I scrolled down the screen, I saw my twitter name which is nadiette. Omigod omigod omigod!!!!! He picked and aswered my question. And he posted in on Oct 12th..my birthday!!! I see it as his present for my 22nd birthday!! Up until now, I still couldn't digest the fact that he had chose my question.

Here, I paste my question and his answer from his blog.
12.

nadiette: Besides your music, what do wish to be remembered for?

I hope the Eulogy goes:

He lived poetically,
He loved romantically,
He laughed authentically,
And he cried unapologetically.


I will write his Eulogy (which I don't know what that means by the way) and I'll frame it. Those are his words for me and me only. Now, I can die happily.

Blowing 22 candles!!!

Not technically candles. I did blow a lighter though. Very symbolic huh? Anyway, guess what? It's my birthday today!!!! I'm turning 22 today. Had a blast spending the day with my kid brother. I also met few new friends from Gambia and Bangladesh, I think. They were really funny and cool. I have to give credit to Syak for this new adventure.

Ifa told me (texted) that the birthday bash for Syak and I will be on this Wednesday. By the way, Syak birthday is on Oct the 11th. Funny huh?

My parents got me a watch. Hehehehehe...it has been a long time since I had one. The usual lot also have found something for. But I can't wait to see what Syak got for me since she has been scratching head for a really long time.

Ok, I think that's all about it now. I have exactly 3 hours left to enjoy my birthday. Peace out!!!

p/s: Aizat (kid brother) wants to send his thanks to Syak for teaching him the Rubik's cube thing. Sangat jeles mereka tau sesuatu yang I tak tau. Damn it!!!

I too have a birthday wishlist!!!

Since the traveler of the slippery path has her own wishlist, I think I have the right to blog mine too. So, here are the things that I want for my birthday.*hint hint*

1) A really nice hobo-tribal sling bag.
2) A good back pack for travelling.
3) Bicycle.
4) A pair of running shoes.
5) An mp3 player that I can listen to while cycling.
6) A handbag, preferably shoulder bag that can fit my Jason Mraz cd.
7) Paolo Nutini - Sunny Side Up. (cd)

I may not get the whole list, but I'm happy enough to settled one of the things in the list.

The purpose of this post is to help my family and friends to figure out what they should get for me. Now, I have to get that "Daisy" for that traveler that I mentioned above. Has she decided on what to get for me?

I got tagged!!!

Tag dari Syakira Ikram


1. Kekasih saya adalah :
I wish I have one...imaginary wise - Jason Mraz

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
iklan Oprah kat TV.

3. Saya patut :
lose some weight...damn! Kene exercise.

4. Saya suka :
Men, food, and moolah babbay!!!

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
Gila-gila belaka tapi sangatlah terhebat tak dapat nak compare ngan orang lain.

6. Saya tak faham :
kenapa saya susah nak stop bila dah start gelak.

7. Saya kehilangan :
beberapa batang pensel dan pemadam..semua salah Aizat.

8. Ramai yang berkata :
Nadzirah ni memang suka gelak. Kalau dah start, susah nak berhenti.

9. Makna nama saya :
Pemimpin yang dihormati. Ambik kau!!!

10. Cinta itu adalah :
Something yang funny and yet need to be taken seriously.

11. Di sesuatu tempat , seseorang sedang :
Tengok cerita The Nanny.

12. Saya akan cuba :
Mula untuk bersenam. Supaya point ke-tiga dapat di-achieve.

13. Perkataan SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
Forever la...ngok ngek btol la!!

14. Saya paling meluat apabila :
orang Melayu dye kan rambut colour blonde trus.

15. Pesta/parti adalah :
Gathering untuk the party animals...wooohoooo!!!

16. Haiwan yang paling comel yang pernah anda temui ialah :
Banyak sangat la. Masing-masing cute in their own way.

17. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
Tak tau lagi sebab I haven't lived my life yet.

18. Hari ini :
Saya update blog. Tahniah.

19. Malam ini saya akan :
Ntah la. Tak plan lagi.

20. Esok pula saya akan :
Probably help my mom prepare food kot.

21. Saya betul-betul inginkan :
Jason Mraz!!! Please...anyone?

22. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di cermin pagi ini :
God...gile cun minah ni!!!

23. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
Arked sebab boleh lawan racing kereta daytona ngan Aizat.

24. Makanan barat atau Jepun :
Barat, tapi Jepun pun I hentam gak.

25. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
Gelap! Membantu proses berangan sebelum tidur.

26. Best friend ever :
Mereka-mereka yang pernah dengar saya nangis teresak-esak.

27. saya nak tag :
nobody. :P

Maru is Super Kawaii!!!!

I've always been a cat person. So when I come across an adorable cat, I can't help but to pass the news of it's existence. Lately, I've been YouTube-ing Maru, a male of scottish fold breed with the obsession towards box. He is well recognized in Japan where he is from. In 2008, Maru was featured in a magazine for some YouTube award in Japan that he won. The owner must be really proud of him. Maru is a bit obese. His face is so round, you'll want to bite the cheeks. The videos shows Maru with his boxes.





I like how his legs spread when he slide into the box. Oh, Maru. You are so adorable.

Currently obsessed with...

VINTAGE CAMERAS!!! Need to have one. Please someone, get one for me. If possible, please get me Canon Canonet QL17 G-III. Saya akan worship kamu sekiranya berjaya mendapatkan saya model ini, atau mana-mana model vintage camera pun takpe. Lagi satu, saya juga tengah in search for expired camera film. Expired film kasi effect yang menarik kat gambar. Lagi lama expired lagi bagus. Dah approach few kedai di Kajang, semua shop owners pelik saya minta film yang dah expired. Haishhh.....

Di bawah ni contoh gambar taken using expired film.


And these are the contoh gambar taken using the Canonet tu..



And ini adalah Canon Canonet QL17 G-III yang dicari-cari tu.


p/s: Daydreaming of getting a Bolex untuk buat video experiment tetapi terlalu mahal dan sangat rare nak cari kat Malaysia. The reel film pun ntah wujud ke tak kat Malaysia ni...haish!!

Can anyone be at par if not better than this guy?

I know that I am yet to find my better half but I already pictured how my wedding would be. Hahahaha..funny funny. I know. I just discovered this one amazing photographer. The name is Josh Goleman. Check out some of his awesome works.


He does wedding clips too. Where can I find an amazing photographer/cinematographer like him in Malaysia?!!!



And this, lasses and lads, the man himself.

A Gorgeous Pair of Eyes

On my way to celebrate Acong's 21st advance birthday party today, my eyes instantly locked at this one gorgeous pair of eyes I've ever seen in my life. Dare I tell you, it really feels like it is love at first sight. Up until now, I'm still having goosebumps whenever I think of those mesmerizing eyes. God, please let me bump into him again one day and let his eyes lock into mine. Hmmm...I could only wish. I told Syaky about this, she said I was in awe with his eyes just because he's wearing a mask (H1N1 alert), and that I can't see his whole face. She made a good point there but then again, that is exactly probably one got to do..to show only your eyes. To me, eyes are the greatest way to show who you really are. That is why when i talk, I always look into the eyes of the other. Now that is a real communication! But, purdah2 is not required though. I mean, eyes are one of the first features that I look when I first met somebody. It can tells so much about you with so little effort. I'm having eyes fetish now..hahaha.

p/s: a good nose doesn't harm either. It is a plus, actually.

a lot of crying and repeats of I'm Yours helps a lot

When I feel underappreciated by someone who at least should acknowledge my presence, that is what I do. Cry cry cry and put I'm Yours on repeat on my radio. Lack of understanding and respect towards me, as a girl that positioned below in the hierarchy, really deminish my positivity. A little 'thank you' and 'please' would be enough for all the work that I've done. Works that nobody else in the same level of hierarchy would do. And please stop mentioning the gift that you gave. It makes me think that you were not honest when you presented me with that give. And sometimes, I do feel that I want to give it back to you. So that you would stop mentioning about it. And stop those unnecessary remarks too..it really hurts.

I'm really trying to put on happy face but the anger and dissapointment is just too powerful that it shows. I always believe that if we focus on bad, unbenificial things, things won't get any better. However, lately, that is all I can do-focus on bad things. Thus, for the time being, don't expect me to be all chirpy. I'm really at a low point of my life.

Thank God for all the friends that I am blessed with, I can share my myseries with them. Whatever their responses are, it is always a good one. So, right now, I don't want to be where I am now. I've stayed here too long, and consequences are starting to hit me...real bad. One man's patience has a limit. And I've reached mine. It is better to leave here before I explode. I better get a new environment and surround myself with those funny people I call friends.

p/s: It has been a while since I cried. After crying myself to sleep and waking up crying, it feels so damn good!!

I have extra sunshine in my life, want some of it?

Lately, people around me have been very gloomy, like the weather now. There must be someone dwelling on something and I feel so helpless. I can't say or do something to ease their pain. But, as a friend, I feel I have to do something to make sure they know that I am here. I don't know when 's the right time to console, what are the words I should say or what exactly they wanna hear..or don't wanna hear. I'm afraid I'll say something that might hurt them more.

Maybe I'm bad at consoling people. Direct consoling doesn't work for me. I am the type that analyze the problem, process it, digest it, then only I can come up with a great advice that I sometimes use during bad weather. But, like after we digested our food, we only get crap. So, sometimes i give crap too.

Not to be self-absorbed or anything but I don't think I have something to dwell on. I mean, life has been pretty fair towards me and it's too precious for me to focus on things that would not be beneficial. But, it's only my two-cents, you know. Being positive isn't that easy but it's definitely not hard. Get your own happy songs, dance to it, shout every words of it and at the end, you feel less crappy. Or if you are not the dance type, just do whatever that can make you happy. You can go for a dip, sweeping your room or even cry, if that helps you. If nothing works, just have a quick slideshow in your head of people that you call your friends. It might help..

Like I said (typed), I have extra sunshine in my side of life. Those who need it can always come and you don't even have to ask for the sunshine. Just take it. It won't do me any harm. In the mean time, i'm sending loads and loads of warm sticky hugs!!!

I'm still a Chelsea fan!!!

Yesterday and the day before (18/7 and 17/7), i really had a blast. I mean, I'm not a fan of Man Utd but I don't know, I just had a great time. Probably because I was there with my bestie (whom a Man Utd fan) and the people that we came across during the process. It was crazy, especially the train rides. The LRT sales for Q3 definitely will increase and the management have to thank the Devils..haha.

Anyway, we sit probably less than 20 rows from the pitch during the training. That's the closest I'll ever get to the millionaire Devils. But, one thing for sure, Macheda and I, we got chemistry. (Daydreaming!!) Thanks to the cool characters that we were stuck with during the training for being such a good sport and keep the people laughing non stop. However, a little less smoke would be a perfect day.



Then came the D-Day. It was crazier than crazy. It was lunatic, out of the world experience. I must say that Man Utd has a very strong fanbase here in Malaysia. When i went to Chelsea Asia Tour last time, it was a little less chaotic than this. The National Stadium was covered with a sea of Red shirts. I wore purple that day, probably the only one to wear that colour. Anyway, as usual, the train was really loaded up by the fans. It was so packed, we could calculate the volume of the train. And Chan Sow Lin, whoever that guy may be, must be really proud to see the amount of people visited him during match day.





Then I spied with lilttle eye, two foreigners wearing Malaysian jersey. I was really stoked and spontaneously asked them to take picture with me. Oh, i was wrapped around by a foreigner's hand. Hahaha..too bad, they were too young for me. (Never got the chance to ask their age though). Then, a dude approached them to take pictures too and i was like "Dang, get your own foreigner man!!" Syak was really on my side. Then she took picture with those lads too. Owh, what a Kodak moment that was. Still trying to get over it....


I applaud the Harimau Malaya for being really great. I really salute them. Especially when Amri managed to equalize with MU. I love you Amri!!! I was really excited when we managed two put 2 goals. That should shaken-up MU a bit. Let them know that Malaysia still got it. Though we didn't win but 3-2 doesn't amount to a lost.


All in all, it was a mind-blowing experience. Couldn't have spent those two days in a more exciting ways.

p/s: Chelsea, please come back here again. CHELSEA CHELSEA!!!!! FOREVER THE BLUES!!!!!

you rocked my world, you know you did

This post may be late than it should have but i'm still going to post it anyway.
People called him the King of Pop and when he's on stage he is an avatar of God. The talent that he has it way too much for this world that he had to share it with those souls in heaven. May he find his peace there. Forget the surgeries, forget the allegations, he IS the man!!! The greatest performer ever touched earth. We are blessed with his musics and moves that inspired most dancers and artists today. He, himself is an influence.

Michael, don't stop your moonwalk. Do it when you are in heaven too!!!

you know that the fortune favours the brave..

Can we not hesitate in whatever we got our hands into? And can we just not have second thought on what we are going to say or do? Well, almost the whole of my life has been about hesitating or ragu-ragu in malay or islamic term if i'm not mistaken-syubhah. If someone ask me, "Nad, let's have a day trip to malacca today!" My answer would be flat-out NO! I think about something way beyond than i should've. Like if you give me rm5, i'm not gonna grab it. Instead, i'll be thinking why are you being so damn nice to me? Are you going to die in a near future? And sometimes, when this hesitation gets too wild, i would secretly ask if that green note is even halal. See, that's the problem with me. My thoughts would be somehow negative in nature. That is not what Sunshine Man preach. This is totally antonym of him. If he knew about this, he'll be knocking at my door looking like this:


Not that i mind he come knocking looking like that though. Anyway, i'll be really grateful if i can learn how to loose some strings and take the risk of not knowing what's gonna happen next. It's like those stock brokers. I mean those guys are the real McCoy. Taking risks is like eating staple food to them. Well, i had made my first step in breaking free. These backpackings, day trips had taught me to loose up a bit. I'll be definitely more adventurous in the future, however, still not ready to make that leap of faith from high places (bungee anyone?) Baby steps honey, baby steps..

*The image may be unappropriate for some ages. Probably for those who are age 1-15 and 50-100. So, readers descretion is advised.

*Title and photo credit to JM

could he be more perfect than perfection..

Today, 23rd of June 2009, i am celebrating the birth of freshness and awesomeness, the birth of Jason Thomas Mraz. J, hope you are blowing your 32 candles in whatever ways you want to blow them. Many people (including some friends of mine) doesn't quite put their hands on my relationship with J. You see guys, he loves me, only he doesn't know it yet. For those of you who understand it, well done guys. You pretty much had 79% of me figured out.

Here are facts on him.

He was born as Jason Thomas Mraz on 23rd June 1977. Raised in Mechanicsville, Virginia.

J's grandad decided to come and stay in the states in 1915. He's of a czech descendant.

He's currently on raw food diet. How cool is that!! Keeps his brain fresh to give out awesome tunes.

Time zones doesn't really applies to him due to excessive tours around the 3rd planet from the sun.

Currently juggling balls at San Diego, California. That's where his shack is. Together with his avocado farm and newly installed sexy shiny solar panels.

He's a cat person. Just like i am. He's cat name is Holmes.

Mraz means frost in Czech. He's definitely frosted my heart with his awesome songs.

I could go on and talk about J and his awesome journey so far but i'll be writing a biography of him when i'm done.

So, once again, Happy Birthday Sunshine Man!!!!! Gazzillion sticky hugs from me!!

berjaya membuat deal dgn si hati kental.

harini saya telah berjaya meng-secure-kan deal dgn si hati-kental-susah-gile-nak-buat-deal aka my father. huhu..the deal is abah saya akan belikan or tong tong duit membeli handy cam utk saya tapi dgn syarat kene pass both papers yang saya sit for this semester. idea ni dtg dari seorang yang sgt close to me. babe, u know who u are. so, loads of credits to you hon!! lps ni doa kan la saya pass both papers yang agak susah ni. nnt bley kite bersama mem-video-kan event2 yang best. lets pray for it and keep our finger crossed tightly.

btw, kalo dpt handycam, bole saya dan si die poyo kat europe nnt bersama handycam saya dan slr 450d canon empunya die..huhu...

lets finish strong guys!!!

sometimes it's really hard for us to bounce back from a hard fall. and sometimes, when we fall, we don't wanna bounce back because we fear that we might fall again. we tried and we tried but we just can't be like we used to before we fell and it's hard for us to swallow that fact. of course any comeback is a good comeback..well at least that's what i think. we'll get support from our family, friends, boyfriend/girlfriend, next door neighbour and all but if we,ourselves is resentful of the idea of bouncing back, we wont be able to pull through the rough time. so, it all starts within ourselves. everything from getting thin right up to rise to the surface from the ocean of 'crap'. whatever we do, make sure we do it sincerely and the important thing of all, finish it. finish it strong!!


take this guy,nick vujicic, as your inspiration. no limbs, no problem. he can still get up without any help from others.

if could bath in this....

you see, that gooey stuff above it is actually chocolate muffin mix. oh i wish i can shower myself with that gooey stuff. i'm in heaven if that happen. for those who are close to me know how much i love chocolate. i'm a chocoholic. always get high when i over consume them-which i always over consume them. it's my instant mood-lifter. so, if u want to get me anything, get me-beside jason mraz's stuff-a chocolate.*hint hint*

dengan mulut penuh ulser...

yes..saya tahu bahawa memakai pendakap gigi byk effects-(excluding my teeth will be perfectly align thus making my smile more sincere)-seperti mouth ulser yang datang segerombolan skali attack. i thot i could overcome the pain tp the recent attack of the ulsers..sakit nye!! kat the tip of my tongue ade satu and at the side of my inner mouth ade 3 to 4..only god knows the great degree of pain i feel whenever i talk. kalo org2 tanye soalan yg diri sendiri pun boleh jawab, salah ke saya nk mem-brand-kan tangan saya kat pipi mereka? to all my dearest friends, sorry if lately i've been a lousy friend towards you.

p/s: mouth ulsers can never win against microphone for karok..huhuhu!!!!

teenagers=wasted!!

life is full of unhealthy stuff..stuff like pollution and instant noodle (note:maggi) tu x yah la cite because it's a well-known fact. but stuff like spoil-rotten teenager yang sangatlah naive about life..well that is something we should address every now and then rite? just to remind us of our present-being. watching the unrest oh-look-at-me kids just make my intestine tangled. ENOUGH WITH THE CRAP KIDS!! can you just be yourself which mean pls be normal? is it really necessary for you to outwit your friends who wear extra eyeliner than you? or the friend whose myspace has more friends than yours? you guys don't get tired ke? im lucky that i survived those peer pressure yang u kids now had bowed to. and for being one of the many survivors..i applaud myself. u guys should for once try to get yourself out of your 'clique' and be an observer. it really helps you in finding different perspective in your life..a better one. im just saying this as a young lady who is concern that in the future, this country will be lead by a moron rather than a mature.


p/s: forgive me if im wrong. im just blurting it out.

the chariot by the cat empire

This is a song that came upon me
One night
When the news it had been telling me
About one more war and one more fight
And 'aeh' I sighed but then
I thought about my friends
Then I wrote this declaration
Just in case the world end

Our guns
We shot them in the things we said
Ah we didn't need no bullets
Cos we rely on some words instead
Kill someone in argument
Outwit them with our brains
And we'd kill ourselves laughing
At the funny things we'd say

And bombs
We had them saved for special times
When the crew would call a shakedown
We break down a party landmine
Women that so sexy
They explode us with their looks
Ah we blowing up some speakers
Jumping round till the ground shook

And missiles
They were the roadtrips that we launched
T-t-tripping across this island
Starting missions at the break of dawn
Yawn and smile say
'what direction shall we take?'

'Somewhere where it warm and wet'
This be the route we'd always take and

Our weapons were our instruments
Made from timber and steel
We never yielded to conformity
But stood like kings
In a chariot that's riding on a
Record wheel

And our airforce flying
When the frisbee in the sky
Have a session while we're smoking
Now we're feeling extra high
And we'd sneak into a carpark
With the skaties on our back
And we're flying down the levels howling
'on the attack now on the attack'

And battles
They happened in these dancehalls
See we'd rather fight with music
Choosing one the rhythm war
Battle at these shakedowns
And we battle at these gigs
We do battle in our bedrooms
Made some sweet love to the beat

Then our allies grew
Wherever we would roam
See whenever we're together
Any stranger feel at home
In a way we are an army
But this army not destruct
No instead we're doing simple things
Good loving find it run amuck

This be a declaration
Written about my friends
It's engraved into this song
So they know I'm not forgetting them
See maybe if the world contained
More people like these
Then the news would not be telling me
About all that warfare endlessly and

Our weapons were our instruments
Made from timber and steel
We never yielded to conformity
But stood like kings
In a chariot that's riding on
A record wheel

oh my jason *blink blink*

4th March 2009...happiest day of my life so far. call me obsessed and fanatic but i just love him. That day i can't sleep, i even lost my appetite. the after-effect of the concert is just so overwhelming. because of what he preaches, i think i become a better person. always look on the bright side of everything that evolves around me. and each morning i wake up, i always put a smile first before i start my day. i dance more in public and laugh at silly little things that didn't bother to care before. i practice gratitude more often and somehow, feel much closer to allah. so, when i say i love jason, i really mean it. not just because of the music and sounds that he had created, but also the things that he had done that influence me to be a much better person.


this the picture that i got from his concert. sanggup wrestle with rela and dengan kaki yang melecet. but the pain was so worth it....

back from laziness

for those who are kind enough to follow my blog, BIG SORRY! it has been almost 3 months since my latest post. maybe i just have too many stuff to handle or maybe i am just pure lazy..for the past 3 months the lazy lightning struck me real hard..right at my ass. sebab tu malas nak mengupdate bende2 yang perlu update. but heavy-bum period is over-thank god! anyway, i'll try my best to always update my blog.*finger cross*

does new year means anything kalau tak berubah?

2009 is here guys!! I've decided not to have any resolution for this year because last year punye resolution pun tak complete lagi. And that just frustrated me. So for to 2009, i want my life to take it course naturally. Without any pressure from the resolution. Besides, i don't think i change during 2008. I just feel like how i was during 2007. So, is there anything to celebrate other than being one year older?? Whatever it is pun, happy new year guys!!